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Qadishtu Walking

dawn's journey......sacred sexuality, power exchange, poly, motorcycles, general thoughts on my adventure that is life

Upgrading the Motorcycle

I found a motorcycle yesterday that really spoke to me as my forever bike. But, I just bought one and it would be a pain in the butt to buy that one and then try to sell mine. I still have the Honda in the shed that I sold, but haven’t completed the transaction on...

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More on Depression….

Well, son of a bitch......some of this stuff just grips me and i don't know what to do with it....   My husband and i were off to get ice-cream this evening....it's cheat day.....and was flipping stations on Sirius radio and he stopped on a station that was having an...

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Scary morning on the bike

  What a scary morning....Dan (my husband) left on his bike this morning (the first sunny day in days), jumping on 270 N to go to work. i jumped on my bike and though it's faster, I won't do 270 especially during rush hour traffic. As I start to take the road that...

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Celebreties and Depression

I'm watching 'Table Top', a youtube blog by Wil Weaton (Of Star Trek Next Generation fame), where he plays boards games with other stars. He breaks down the game into bite sizes and teaches you how to play the game. This is my go-to blog when I buy a new board game....

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Food as fuel

I am not a foodie. I'm a food addict, but not a foodie. I love food, and don't know when to stop eating. If I could eat gluten, there is no way I would have lost the 80 pounds I've lost. I was only able to lose this weight once I became gluten intolerant. I used to...

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Running a 5k

So, like I said in a previous post.....I'm craving running a 5k again. I've only officially run 100%, 1 race before and that was before my surgery. I'd like to either beat my fastest time or run a complete race. I'm actually ok with run/walking and beating my best...

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Totally frustrating day that turned out ok

I was totally stressed out over the last week...... Someone had 'hired' me to officiate a renewal of vows. I talked to her on the phone over memorial day weekend and everything seemed good to go. She wanted it to be a subtle pagan ceremony and didn't want God...

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Longing….

I've had this deep sense of longing since having that dream the other night. I look at his picture and long to see him again. I haven't experienced this since mine and Dan's relationship changed from friends to lovers. I had this longing for him for many years. And...

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Loving in a Dream….

I had to process this a little before I could write about it.... Yesterday, I was at work and getting ready to make a call. I call so many people that I always write the person's name down before making the call, so that I don't accidentally address them by the wrong...

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Conscious Sex

Tonight I lead the Tantra meetup group once again. We meet monthly at The Columbus Space. At this one there were 8 people and all had been to The Space before, so we were able to talk about kink and poly as well as being conscious for it all. We talked about...

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Not sure what to do with myself….

It's rare that I have a full day off. I've been chillin and pretty much just lazing around. It feels weird. I found a new season of Super Natural on Netflix, so I started binging that. Then, I went out and walked a couple of miles. I cooked lots of food for lunches at...

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Oh so lucky….

Is it luck? or hard work? that has me where i am today? Or a little of both? My husband and i were just talking about how lucky we are. Here we are sitting outside a coffee shop in the breeze, reading and journaling. It's beautiful out here. Just a little chilly, but...

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Craving a run….

Craving a run….

i've really been craving a good long run. Unfortunately, i screwed up my back last November and put off going back tot he physical therapist. By February, my husband was tired of me moaning and groaning all the time and not being able to sleep. My back would lock up...

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Motorcycle Mama

I've been one motorcycling mama over the last week! 51 years old and still in my first year of learning to ride. Saturday, we rode to Detroit. Stayed there over the weekend. Rode around while also presenting at a kink event. Monday (Memorial Day) we decided to ride...

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Revamping Qadishtu Walking

Revamping Qadishtu Walking

I know there were people that used to keep an eye on my blog. The problem is that i created it on my Mac and it uses a specific program. I can't work on it any other way. So, i decided to change it to wordpress so that i could work on it anywhere. Plus, wordpress has...

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